Currently Playing Addicted By Enrique Iglesias see related

"First loves are never really over"

I'm starting to believe that saying, yet it's kind of weird. If you think about, if first loves are never really over then you are always stuck in that first love. Whether it's you're in love with someone else and you still slightly love that first or you just can't get over that first. I have no clue where I was going with this. I do believe you can love two people at once. Though I've never done it before, I believe one day I will. I believe you can like two people at once. Just because you like both of them, doesn't mean you want to be with both of them. ::sigh:: I think I did really bad on my chemistry test. I had A LOT on my mind. Stuff I haven't had on my mind for a long time. Stuff I didn't want on my mind anymore. When I used to think about it, it would drive me crazy. Not this time. I miss it of course, but it's not bugging me this time. It's just making me think.

I have work tonight. I really don't want to go. I'm now in linens which is cool, but I don't know. I'm just over my job I guess. I have tomorrow and Friday off. That's good because I'm working everyday over break except the 23rd, Christmas Day and New Years' Day.

::sigh:: If you're reading mine, if you even know this is mine, I do read yours.

Currently Playing Nevermind By Nirvana see related

I hate spike glue. They should tell you that it doesn't work good on dry hair. Damn them. I tried spiking my hair today. Like up in the back on the bottom and around the sides on the bottom. It didn't work. ::grr::  I'm going to try it on wet hair after school on Friday. Maybe it will work....maybe... 

I don't get it. You go into work on your night off and they give you more work to do then you would on a regular day you go into work. I went into work last night because Mr. Stein is coming this morning to look at our store.  Everything needed to be clean and straight and perfect. And I mean EVERYTHING. haha...I was in the breakroom with Ryan last night....just me and him and here's a little story....

I went over to the sink to wash a bowl I had used to heat up my burrito...damn place is out of paper plates...we had been talking, but stopped. Me: *washing bowl*                                                                                 Ryan: Do you have a boyfriend?                                                                  Me: .....no.                                                                                                 *minute later*                                                                                             Me: Why???                                                                                           Ryan: ....just wondering...                                                                            Me:                                                                                                         Yea...that's my little story. So later I asked him if he had a girlfriend. He doesn't.  I've never had any guy ask me if I have a boyfriend. It was sooo random too. haha. He's cute. I can't wait until he gets his truck!!! Fun times.

Alright...well....never go into work on your day off unless you REALLY like your job. I'm off to buy choc. chip cookies and choc. milk. Hmm...choc. milk. Gotta love it. Buh bye now.....750am.

Currently Playing (What's The Story) Morning Glory? By Oasis see related

I don't understand people who just bitch and complain all the time. It really pisses me off. All the people who use these xanga sites so day after day after day they can keep talking about how lonely they are or how fucked up their life is or how they want to die. I guess it's my problem. I would just stop reading them, but some of them I like to see how pathetic they get. I mean, eveybody's life is fucked up at times and everybody feels alone at one point in their life, some more than others, but get over it. I used to hang onto everything. I used to care about everything and complain all the time. Not anymore. It's a waste of time. I just get over things and on with my life I go. Maybe it's because I found other ways to let things out, some ways good, while others bad. Everybody who complains all the time and wants everything...like love...just chill out. Love will come to you when you least expect it. Just relax and be who you are and do what you want to. If people don't like you, big deal. Someone one day will understand you. As long as you are happy being who you are, what does it matter what other people think of you? You only have one life to live...live it like you want to, not how everybody else wants you to. I don't even know why I am telling this to myself basically. No one reads these except for Tiffany. Hi by the way!  Maybe you can pass it on for me....

...I wish it was raining....755am